Fine.

It was so hard to gather myself especially when change suddenly comes rushing in your life. It has been so long since ive been idle doin my own stuff for the past how many years. Ive been stressing myself out for other people and yes, everybody doesnt think its right.

I cant even remember the last blog i posted. A blog about my life which could somehow be interesting. And i really started to wonder... as of this very minute, do i really know what i wanted? Or im just too caught up with other people's interest that i have to please them by always tagging along?

I want to finish the book im reading. I wanted to finish the series ive been watching. I wanted to cook, clean, run errands, hug charlie the whole day, stare at the rain while drinking hot choco.

.....

Okay, moment collapsed. Somebody called me to invite me on his birthday.

Somebody once told me i should "not stop". thing is, i wasnt actually aware that i started.