Todays too cold and gloomy. Some days like one of these are mostly the cause of slumber or nostalgia. So if I say that I woke up at the wrong side of the bed, it is a positive note. A few text messages woke me up, and had my day start right. Awesome, actually. Then Champ called and the first thing he said was... "Lume-level kay Xander Angeles ah." It made me laugh instantly. But thinking about it, hey, why not? At least my work is appreciated. :)
I am blogging and checking my emails, tweets and facebook status updates through my phone. I was a bit worried I'd be a bored caveman without my home desktop. That reminds me of buying a RAM.
The chilly air is filling my lungs with excitement and sadness. Because today is the first day of change.
I have always been closed to a lot of people. I basically grew up thinking that when you let people in, you just give them the leverage of hurting you more. That's "love" to some of us. A lot of us think 2D when it comes to life. That we forget the main reason why every one of us are connected to someone, intimately and platonically. And there's always a line or a boundary that will be crossed. Its there for a reason, that line.
It takes years to know who our real friends are. Friends are there for a shoulder to cry on, and not judge us by our choices. Friends are there to help us without writing it on a list. Friends are there to cheer us up, even that friend has a burden that occupies his/her mind. Friends are fun.
But then, a line still exists. It has been crossed for a lot of times, but I have been keeping myself as the dumb funny guy to avoid confrontation and hurt one another. Friends let you face the truth but there's always a way how to say it. It's just common decency.
The truth bites hard I know. But there's nothing more painful than losing a friend because of it.
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