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internet can really save money. rather than buying your local tabloids or those expensive broadsheet everyday, you can just go visit the blog of your friends and you might get ahead of whats the latest happenings. and thats just one of A LOT. credibility is subjective though.

anyway, i got so crabby yesterday that it went to something that some of my friends wont like. change of my attitude. i just dont wanna rant about it coz i feel perfectly fine but i just thought that its unfair for myself if i keep on being hospitable while they cant. again, not angry but just being fair. ayoko lang ng feeling ng pinagsisiksikan ang sarili ko, so might as well be tough coz thats what they wanted.

before when they call me up, i look down from my room then go downstairs to unlock the door and make them stay inside my room. basically doing anything what they want. smoke, watch something, browse my magazines, doodle, play a game, etc. but yesterday, im on my spacey state of mind, i was looking for someone to hang out with. just... you know... talk about random stuff or just be awfully quiet but wow, i was ignored. there they are doing their things and i was like sighing for attention. oh what i mean by "them doing their things" is theyre just playing DOTA or something else. i said hi. they said uhrr. and thats not even considered a word. i checked on webster.

so i went to robinsons place and topshop is like your normal prayer room. once youre inside, you would feel relieved, burden-free and heavenly. i stopped myself from buying new chucks coz its out of the budget. i have to save some money coz i wanted this new bookshelf for my room and there's this red/grey striped hoodie with this really really soft fabric and it would make me really cute and all...

focus on your bookshelves xavier. focus.

so i just settled on buying this blue/black long sleeved shirt ive been actually looking for and its the last one huh. meant for me talaga. ate dinner and swore to my cheese enchiladas and chicken fajitas in mexicali that ill stop eating my mood away. i promise to have more fruit shakes than eating solid food. see. topshop is really like a prayer room. it also made me repent and promise.

one reason i like it there, coz hindi nagmumura yung brand na nakaprint sa shirt. i know that those inexpensive local brands could do the same, sana dun na lang ako nakabili. sige ill ignore the fabric pero sana yung hindi parang sako, tsaka alisin na nila yung print na malaki sa harap. pwede namang plain stripes lang eh or a design na wala yung brand nila. e di sana nakakatipid pa ako di ba.

random thought: i might want to post about the elections, but my heart is so tired of it. gusto ko sana kahit paano may saysay naman post ko pero... grabe. id rather talk about stupid stuff than it. its too serious, everybodys dying.

*shifts*

ill go to north edsa. will be browsing around the music store and get some picks coz the rockstar used all of my picks and never returned a single one hay.

burns is right... trinoma sounds like a rare disease. "OH MY GOD! MAY TRINOMA SHA??? KAILAN PA???"

effective.

drained

i woke up with a bodyache. but still, i enjoyed that ache coz i know i had such a great time. i came home last night at around 12mn, coz it s gabbys birthday and i went straight from megamall to cheches house. all my nephews and nieces were there with my mom and sister. too bad i had a migraine coz of a 2-day lack of sleep.

galera was fun. i got really unlucky with punctuality though. i woke up really early so i wouldnt be late coz i was excited but the cabs and the politics ruined it. they ate an hour and a half of my time. i got really embarassed coz everybody was waiting for me inside a van. god. but everything turned out fun. i dont even know how to detail everything. the ferry ride was a bit nauseous. roll and i got the chance to talk about our demo recording when he opened it up. im a bit excited about it though. i was with mamu, anna, tukne, hannah, bunchu, seven, nina, patty and ali in one van then hale's on the other. roll transferred in our van when we stopped over somewhere in laguna i think. had lunch right after arriving in galera then hale came after an hour. chino and rhoda were with them. made it more interesting hahaha. the first night was crazy. everybody got drunk. then 530am of wednesday, we went swimming again. too bad i wasnt that toasted. ive never had such fear of jellyfishes. grg. they saw this small hole somewhere beside white beach then everybody crawled inside it, seeing this one beautiful pond-like part of the beach. and again, im such a killjoy i just stayed on the otherside looking for jellyfishes.

oh yeah. ill post the pictures by tomorrow. i still have a gig to host later. so im trying to rest whil watching the series. speaking of which: (stop reading from here if you do not want spoilers)

One Tree Hill s04e16 - i just hated how they made people wait for about two months and stirred everything up in one episode. they shouldve focused more on the peyton scare and left the prom til the next ep.

Lost s03e19 - they are revealing things one by one. from few episodes back, they pointed out that claire and jack are half-siblings, now its about locke and sawyer. sawyer was looking for the man who ruined his family (which is tom sawyer, a con name where he got his too) and it was locke's father. oh yes he killed that son-of-a-bitch. also, confirming that the purgatory idea about the island is not true. ^_^ coz its lame.

Greys Anatomy s03e21/s03e22 - i think the spinoff would be good. i found myself giggling at the first 15 minutes. andun nga si kellerman. hahahaha. pero ayos lang ang cute nya sa role. ive never actually imagined taye diggs becoming a doctor. weird but i think itll grow on me. is george really going to mercy west? si addison nasa california e. hmm.

Heroes s01e21 - still watching it. ill edit this entry later. ^_^ bitin. asar.

Desire.

"Too often the thing you want most is the one thing you cant have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting can be, the people who suffer the most... are those who dont know what they want."

- Meredith Grey
Grey's Anatomy s03e21

uh-oh.

my favorite mug got broken by no one. at least thats what my uncle said, coz we are the only ones who live here in this house. and as far as i could recall, i am so much careful with my things. i havent broken anything since god knows when. and he uses the friggin mug sa dinami dami ng mug dito sa bahay.

hes so careless. pag naghuhugas ng pinggan akala mo bato ang hinuhugasan. palibhasa bingi na ata. i really hate my uncle. im just doing the role of being a nice nephew but god. forgive me but ive never had so much anger in my heart since hes existence in my life. hindi lang yan dahil sa mug trust me. nabuhay lang uli yung galit ko coz that mug is REALLY special to me.

wala shang gamit sa bahay na to. nakikitira lang sha. at pinagbintangan nya pa yung friends kong nagpupunta rito. then umalis na lang mom ko coz the last time na nagaway sila, andaming nahalungkat na bagay na hindi na dapat inuungkat. at di pa ako nageexist nun.

anyway... focus. HE BROKE MY FUCKING MUG.
AND THIS SHOULD STOP. hes such a fucking liar he should suffer the
fires of hell. siya pa ang galit ha. defensive sobra. pointing out
maybe one of my friends broke it since lagi silang nandito. hello
walang gumagamit ng mug ko sa kanila noh. and i am 100% sure about that.

that mug is the first thing i see in the morning. its the first thing that makes me smile. honestly. pinapasaya nung giraffe na yun ang simula ng araw ko. now id remember EVERY MORNING na i am living with a useless monster who lies a lot. fuck i hate him.

get busy daw.

ive lost my connection for almost 3 days. i nearly burned down smart bro's network but i figured im better than that. asar.

since our overnight swimming last last week, ive never expected my summer to be fun. well... the normal hangouts are there but im looking forward to our galera on tuesday. will be staying there in 3 days. wow. i am promising myself to get really really toasted.

last friday, HALE's first concert was... AMAZING. at first ive thought, ive been watching them evry gig that they have before and i wasnt expecting anything special on it. i thought its just.. you know the normal gig onstage. but the concert became intimate, heartfelt, with great acoustics, lighting... *sighs*.. its surreal. its like im watching a different band. a band i really love that ive seen live for the first time. bittersweet symphony was played with a string quartet then i cried when they covered the scientist. imagine an acoustic guitar, piano, and black lights. ah-may-zing. sheldon sang. yep people you have read it right. sheldon backupped when they performed bloc party's kreuzberg. after the concert, we ate (actually... i ate A LOT) at gerry's with almost everyone then stayed in starbucks greenhills til 4am doin my "wharrrrrrrrr i do" stuff. hilarious. kahit ako natatawa sa sarili ko.

the next morning, i was supposed to go to the dasma gig coz its tintin's mom's bday too. na-hassle ako BIG TIME. umalis na lang kami ni JM. and still had the almost perfect day kahit nagdurugo ang puso ko na hindi ako nakasama sa studio pic namin. T_T

ok as to my food journal, what i had last friday night was baked mussels (6 pcs.), grilled pork liempo, and a garlic rice plus chocolate affogato. saturday was like, shrimp hakao (4pcs) pork siomai (4 pcs) beef brisket and raspberry frappe (without the whipped cream hooray). er... blue m&ms and coke light while in the moviehouse then one taro quickly and a cello oreo donut. this lunch, i had california maki (5 pcs), a whole order of salmon sashimi, gyudon, coke float, and gabby's applepie leftover. am i doin a great job eating healthy? watcha think?

anyway... jm and i went to rob place to go to smart wireless to complain PERSONALLY (wow this is like the new level of my temper... going straight to their offices) then met up with gabby to choose her own cake since its her birthday on may 9 and im out of town. so i treated her to playbox in advance then im gonna treat her again on saturday.

anyway, tomorrow is our second movienight. too bad most of us have already seen spiderman 3 so i think well just hangout and go to timezone while champ and the halers are watching it. speaking of spiderman 3, im a bit um.. disappointed with the third part of the trilogy since i always expect for its mindnumbing action and special effects but i think the plot dragged the whole movie down. i dunno its full of sap. but its still good though, not comparing it with the other two.

tuesday to thursday.. PUERTO GALERA. sunbuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrnnn!!!!!!!!

ay.

hotdog, scrambled egg with tomatoes on top of steaming garlic rice.


yan ba ang almusal ng isang magpapapayat? O_o

oh well... thank god i have food. na masarap. at mainit. magssitups na lang ako. hahaha


actually meron lang akong pinagutom over the internet. :p

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in other news... JM and i were talking about movies and he mentioned swimfan. so i went searching for jesse bradford then what popped out?

HES GYUNWOO IN THE REMAKE OF MY SASSY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and whos THE sassy girl???

ELISHA CUTHBERT! *DIES*

SHES LIKE MY GREATEST CRUSH EVER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.

i remembered when jennifer love hewitt was rumored to be the main actress and i like her, yeah but shes not really well-fitted for the role. julia stiles perhaps.

BUT ELISHA CUTHBERT IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. *DIES AGAIN*

what the...

as the normal sloth in me... i know my weight has been going yoyo. and i am now um... malusog. lol fine fine. everybody was like really disturbed (ang OA disturbed talaga lol) by my weight. well my mom visited me here in my house and shes like... teary-eyed saying..."antaba mo na *sniffs*" parang sira. i was conscious before and thought of trying to stay ok but now... wow i eat what i friggin want. hahahaha. fine fine. ill go back on my old ways. sheesh.

so my relatives from germany said hello to me and they were like... tingnan mo kuya jerome mo ang healthy, nanalo pa sa bikini summit last year. HELLO MODEL YUNG TAO IKUMPARA BA AKO RUN. and besides... hindi kami magkadugo. being goodlooking is relative and we are NOT. does he even watch heroes??? hello so uncool. LOL at least hindi ako takot sa aswang hahahahaha peace jerome oo na pogi ka na. kaasar ka even my sister is like wanting to see you all over the internet. ASAAAAAAARRR.

ANYHOO, *sighs* fine ill go freakout and watch what i eat. god the haluhalo. its so good with vanilla and ube ice cream on top. kumusta naman yun para igive up. im actually thinking of those things i usually eat that i could live without. shet heres the list:

1. French Fries - um... as long as its not mcdo with float... i think i could walk on the streets with my sanity. im not really a fry fan pero masarap yung combo with that mcdo ketchup that i eat like its gelatin. ok fine. ill give it up.

2. Softdrinks/Juices/C2 - i hate water. but as ive heard, its normal for people to drink water. like bland water. umiinom naman ako ng tubig pero when i go out, i always drink iced tea or pineapple juice. softdrinks, pwede pang lampasan pero flavored liquids, bakit hindi. banana shake *sniff* i love u forever. FINE MAGTUTUBIG NA AKO LAGE HINDI NA AKO MAGJJUUICE OR C2 $#^$@%^$&$^%$%^#$%@

3. Ice Cream - um... yeah i could live without it.

4. Cakes/Pies - OMG CHOCOLATE MOUSSE! *drools* i could even finish the whole cake without eating anything. hindi ako nauumay sa kanya so wag nyo shang pakialaman... but on the other hand, sige na ill eat it once a month. one slice? FINE ONE SLICE LANG.

5. CHIPS - tortillos barbeque lang naman tsaka pringles sour cream di ko mahindian e. but hello, di ko sha hinahanap.

6. Mayonnaise - HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. fine. i know im addicted to it. sige giving it up.

7. Chocolates - DONT... MESS... WITH... MY... CHOCOLATES. T_T this is tragedy. this is chaos. life without the chocolates??? what do u want me to do? have sex all the time??? *whimpers*

on the other hand... CANT WE JUST BE MORE CONSCIOUS ABOUT GLOBAL WARMING RATHER THAN FOCUS ON ME??? wtf.

ill jog, quit smoking and stay healthy. I F%@#$%N PROMISE!!!! ugh ihateyoupeople.