it is the entertainment section of the www

internet can really save money. rather than buying your local tabloids or those expensive broadsheet everyday, you can just go visit the blog of your friends and you might get ahead of whats the latest happenings. and thats just one of A LOT. credibility is subjective though.

anyway, i got so crabby yesterday that it went to something that some of my friends wont like. change of my attitude. i just dont wanna rant about it coz i feel perfectly fine but i just thought that its unfair for myself if i keep on being hospitable while they cant. again, not angry but just being fair. ayoko lang ng feeling ng pinagsisiksikan ang sarili ko, so might as well be tough coz thats what they wanted.

before when they call me up, i look down from my room then go downstairs to unlock the door and make them stay inside my room. basically doing anything what they want. smoke, watch something, browse my magazines, doodle, play a game, etc. but yesterday, im on my spacey state of mind, i was looking for someone to hang out with. just... you know... talk about random stuff or just be awfully quiet but wow, i was ignored. there they are doing their things and i was like sighing for attention. oh what i mean by "them doing their things" is theyre just playing DOTA or something else. i said hi. they said uhrr. and thats not even considered a word. i checked on webster.

so i went to robinsons place and topshop is like your normal prayer room. once youre inside, you would feel relieved, burden-free and heavenly. i stopped myself from buying new chucks coz its out of the budget. i have to save some money coz i wanted this new bookshelf for my room and there's this red/grey striped hoodie with this really really soft fabric and it would make me really cute and all...

focus on your bookshelves xavier. focus.

so i just settled on buying this blue/black long sleeved shirt ive been actually looking for and its the last one huh. meant for me talaga. ate dinner and swore to my cheese enchiladas and chicken fajitas in mexicali that ill stop eating my mood away. i promise to have more fruit shakes than eating solid food. see. topshop is really like a prayer room. it also made me repent and promise.

one reason i like it there, coz hindi nagmumura yung brand na nakaprint sa shirt. i know that those inexpensive local brands could do the same, sana dun na lang ako nakabili. sige ill ignore the fabric pero sana yung hindi parang sako, tsaka alisin na nila yung print na malaki sa harap. pwede namang plain stripes lang eh or a design na wala yung brand nila. e di sana nakakatipid pa ako di ba.

random thought: i might want to post about the elections, but my heart is so tired of it. gusto ko sana kahit paano may saysay naman post ko pero... grabe. id rather talk about stupid stuff than it. its too serious, everybodys dying.

*shifts*

ill go to north edsa. will be browsing around the music store and get some picks coz the rockstar used all of my picks and never returned a single one hay.

burns is right... trinoma sounds like a rare disease. "OH MY GOD! MAY TRINOMA SHA??? KAILAN PA???"

effective.