5.20.2007

CLOSURE WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!




okay im locking this entry because THIS IS HUGE and she should not know this. hahaha

i went to MOA because thats where HER GUY is celebrating his birthday. and since MOA is big, i tried hacking on her yahoo messenger to know what bar she's in... i tried chatting on one of her online friends who know them both. LOL

11pm, went to Mojito Bay and there they were, in one long table, around 10 people talking. then their reactions when they saw me. PRICELESS. i was at the guy's back, tapped him and i said "tol happy birthday!" then i said to everybody "hey is it okay if i borrow che for the meantime, ill just talk to her." then we talked. she asked kung pano ko nalamang andun sila, pero di raw sha nagtaka coz two of my bestfriends saw her too. shit small world. LOL

JM, dinno, Ryan, and Rey called me. they got worried baka magwala raw ako at kung anong mangyari sakin. so they followed then we grabbed a bucket of beer. BESIDE THEIR TABLE. hahahaha shit they were just whispering, instead of enjoying the night. but i was UBER NICE I SWEAR, when the girls went to the cr, i went to their table and talked to edward.

ME: hey bro... are you ok? im so sorry. did i ruin your night? i was just around the area then my friends texted me.
EDWARD: hindi hindi *fixes his keempee hair* ako nga nhihiya e.
ME: ha? uy wag... no worries ALAM KO NAMAN LAHAT E, and its all ok. i just dont wanna spoil your birthday tahts why i tried talking to you, sorry talaga.
EDWARD: ha... um.. wala yun wala yun.

then i went back to our table then dinno was like... tangina pare kupal ka. LOL

whats kupal about being nice. its not my problem anymore if theyre really embarassed with their guilt, but gawd it felt so good.

then the girls came back and then i shouted to che while shouting... BABE DITO KA MUNA USAP TAYO SANDALI LANG. BABE! DALI NA BABE! then che went to our table.

a friend of edward was rubbing his back. what is that? LOL

i talked to che and said... hey its all ok. im still your bestfriend. its good that i saw you both for the last time. and she was like... last??? sabi ko... yeah. well except of course when i go for gabby but dont expect me to be all sweet the next time. its all cool na ganito. then i smiled like im so happy for her. which is I REALLY AM.

i said, hey i hacked all ur accounts online thats why i got all the infos so you should change all your passwords. no worries i didnt do any harm. i just read things. then my hands were on her face and i said... i love you so much i am able to do this for your happiness. GOD SHE CRIED. so i laughed and hugged her then said.. its ok its ok... sorry because i already cried a million times and now i feel a big sense of relief.

niloko ko pa coz they were transferring to pier one.. sabi ko... how metaphoric. do u wanna stay with me or go to edward? hahahahaha. priceless. she was just smiling, so offguard and confused. i bet shell absorb it now.

sabi ko... hey if u wanna have sex with this guy be safe ha. kakakilala mo pa lang jan. you should always think that we have gabby and be responsible. i hugged her and i said goodbye.

edward left MOA with the best face ever. weirdly sad. i dont even know why. LOL no, just kidding i soooo know why. but what the fuck. at least i get to talk to him and told them that they are so free to love each other.

and the last words ive told che, "hey (holding her face)... god knows how much i love you and i hope you could see how im able to do things for you. i even talked to the guy you love. you could ask him pa. be happy BESTFRIEND. you deserve it. *hugged her then kissed her head*"

i went home having a picture on the streets of MOA lying down. this picture symbolizes the HAPPINESS that i have! the freedom. the closure. shit its fuckin surreal.

and of course... this is becuase i have ALL OF MY FRIENDS. online and personal. sobrang thanks. you gave me a new life. *group hug*






41 comments:

  1. i love you so much i am able to do this for your happiness.

    shet tumulo luha ko sa part na to. pakers. :((
    this post is full of emotions. naabsorb ko ata hehe. :)

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  2. hahahahahaha. lahat ng barkada ko naloka rin. LOL

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  3. i can imagine the tension ng mga peeps na nandun! exciting manood! sana nakita ko...hehehe im soooo bad! pero i hate cheaters kc. they're liars and don't deserve our trust talaga.

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  4. fcuk naiyak ako!! :'(

    but i'm glad you're happy now :) we love you kuya xave!

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  5. xave, ur posts contain roller coaster of emotions nakakaloka talaga!

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  6. *tears*
    right words with the wrong woman?nahh.you love/d her,she may not deserve them,but it's great that you were calm and said the RIGHT words to the woman you love.
    best blog entry,ever.

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  7. hay. well thats life. di naman mawawala ang cheaters e pero the thing we could control are the ones who are being cheated to. at sorry sila di ako nagpapagago. lol

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  8. awwww. :( happy birthday though.

    yeah twas friggin hard but i really should do the last thing for her. at least id know i made her happy. kahit sa huling sandali man lang.

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  9. hugs for jeymehbeybeh. salamat sa inyo! :D

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  10. ako rin actually. imagine me nung papunta ako sa MOA. ive thought VIOLENT things that could happen. im blessed na rin that im still rational after all. :)

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  11. exactly! when someone did bad things to u and u'r still nice to them, the guilt feelings really kills them!

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  12. oh wow. yeah, i was there with Ivan and Abhie. i just heard about the whole thing, so sorry =(

    glad to hear that you're feeling "better" about it now though. but if deep down inside you aren't, you know we're here for you. Onah especially ;)

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  13. omg. i wish you were there when i arrived. grabe. making them see that i have such pretty friends!!! sobra talaga.

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  14. then i went back to our table then dinno was like... tangina pare kupal ka. LOL
    a friend of edward was rubbing his back. what is that? LOL
    ---hahahaha!


    then my hands were on her face and i said... i love you so much i am able to do this for your happiness.
    ---awwwwww........... =l

    i'm glad you're feeling better now sexy xavey. closure. that's great =)

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  15. *hugs dea*

    i have a strong feeling it doesnt end there. babalik pa sya sakin. di ko pa nafifigure out how to handle kahit dapat alam kong hindi na pwede.

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  16. finally kuya..liberation.:) God bless ur heart kuya xave!=)

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  17. kinikilabutan ako. lol. love ur pic. it says ALL!

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  18. haay, kuya xav! naluha ako. *sigh*. pero im glad na happy ka na. =) yey! *hugs*

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  19. you made it. i'm so happy for you kuya xave. :)

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  20. wow. di ko kinaya kuya xave! naaalala ko yung first time na mapanood ko yung kwk na vid, naluha ako. same thing here. hehe may sense ba? xD i'm so happy for you kuya! i applaud you for your being strong and courageous. yeah. that's our kuya xave! we love youuu! :)

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  21. PANALOOOOOOOWWW! kwentuhan mo ko ha? kakabalik ko lang. dami ko namiss :D Tinapos mo rin sa MOAAAA!

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  22. kmolondriz, pottiegirl: tenksie. ^_^

    anna: hay oo. kwentuhan kita.

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  23. kuya pa comment.
    "i love you so much i am able to do this for your happiness."

    yun yun eh. wish you all the happiness.:)

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  24. yup yup! i'm happy things turned out ok. though i think it wasn't a very happy birthday for the litol boi. oh well. i'm glad i'm not him. hihih!

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  25. yeah. cheche said na tinanong nya yung guy. sabi malungkot daw sa lahat ng nangyari?

    sabi ko... "ha? sabi nyo sa chat nyo malungkot kayo pag naghiwalay kayo ng landas.. pag naayos tayo. bat ngayon malungkot pa rin? ang ipokrito nyong dalawa ha. ano ba yung tagteam nyo? inartehan?" habang nakasmile.

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  26. WeEe!!dame n plng ngcomment..huli n pla ako..
    haha!!adeek ba.pinptawa lng kita,sna npsmile kta.acheche..
    *kaway *kaway!!

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  27. *HUGS*
    wag ka na iyak pag nakita mo uli ako ha :)
    mwah!

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  28. kuya xave.. after 10 yrs nbasa ko din to..
    im soo speechless..but im really happy for you i know how hard that was but you did it.. :) take care kuya..

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  29. *sigh*.. shit. talk about emotions. tama bang halos mag-choke ako sa pagpigil ng luha. with matching visions running habang nagbabasa. panalo ka xav! talk about tensionado pero kinaya mo! astig!

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  30. yeah. kaya-kayahan lang yan. pero yun nga. nanlalamig ako nung nangyari yan.

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