"PRETTY is in the eye of the beholder... BEAUTY is in the soul..."
- rebecca gayheart
nip/tuck
just woke up and had the strangest dream.
i saw myself (having someone else's eyes/body or whatever that is) that i was blind. and i could hear myself say a lot of VERY weird sensible things. i woke up having this feeling... while staring at my bedroom curtain.. that i was missing a lot of things coz i could see. i wanted more of what i have and shit like that. i said (in my dream) that its what i see that makes my life so hard.
reaaaalllyyyy freaky, trust me.
on the other hand, i was DEEPLY disturbed coz... how can i LJ if im blind? oh thats sad.
i dunno if i should be depressed. this is another topic by the way.
i just cant understand why people do a lot of "stupid" stuff while consciously... they know that consequences and complications will be there at that endpoint. its so confusing. shouldnt we have a gameplan when we do "big" things? this is mushy, beware... like love for example. if we CHOOSE to fall... if we say that we are INLOVE, then if we're old enough, we should know OUR exact definition of that big feeling. im a fan of love. everyone knows that. first times are really really enjoyable, exciting, nerve-wrecking and yeah a bit risky.
but if it ends... even though its not as devastating as the REAL thing.. it still hurts.
FUCK MUSH!
i want beef and asparagus, um... shake sashimi and uh... i forgot that salad with crabsticks at teriyaki boy. yum. time to take a bath and go to glorietta.
yan ang ginawa sakin ng panaginip na yan. ginutom lang ako.
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