it went to those petty things a naked eye almost missed seeing. a spinning spiral hypnosis of make believe or surrealism. the hunger of being the icy self-esteemed form you can imagine, clouded the reasoning and responsibilities life has brought since you learned how to play monopoly then won.
a meaningless tragedy one has always forgiven, but unforgotten. for we try to count the lessons we have to teach to one another, it was the value of the days laughing over four empty bottles and two used glasses that stops us from starting the learning process. some might cause hurt, others might cause beans to spill surprisingly. unneeded though and misses all the points.
until the world evolved like a pokemon becoming a monster. words lost its definition like a simple yes to a maybe, a no, or an i-could-not-understand-you-but-what-the-heck phrase. from aardvark to zulu. like a rare blue canary you entrust to some hands but lets it choke by squeezing it to death. caused by losing self-control and its cuteness. amazement that you cannot help thus the jungle animal type of instinct. bite my head off coz your hungry, out of glutton and not of survival.
sick.
absurd.
pathetic.
opportunist!
and then they pray of happiness.
it wasnt actually a cheese on a mouse trap. but everything suddenly clicked and snapped. just like something took a bite on it then died. it was just a cheese, that killed a part of a soul and broke a trust so hard to earn, almost impossible of gluing all back together.
so once you ask a favor, make yourself one. for the moment we blink, everything changes to a woozy hot lemonny feel we cant say sorry of. the actions we do are the judgments we make.
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