if goodbye would make your beginning.

i was stupid to think that everything is okay. and it breaks my heart to know that you are suffering because of me. i promised you love, but as of what ive discovered, you were suffering years back.

i have made you hide things from me. but why dont i see it as your fault. i know you have given everything, and i also did that. but sorry, i think its not enough.

i have complicated things for us. youve made every path for my convenience, my sake. but ive never thought this will come. when your heart is full of accountable things youve made for me.

the only thing i asked is for you to be honest. because we have been here. and ive thought it wont happen again coz ive trusted you. it hurts me a lot cause i chose to be in this status because i thought we could wait.

and those rings that meant NOTHING to you. i dont even know what to feel anymore except of cold, shivering insides i wanna throw up. that tiny little thing was my heart. my heart that you kept on removing until it got lost.

i am so sorry. but one thing is for sure that i know would be one of those baby steps that could make you achieve what everybody is looking for... happiness...

i am letting you go. and you will never make me come back to you anymore. because i finally realized that you are better off without me.

i love you. and god will always know that i have NEVER loved a person since you. im so sorry. i really am.