5.18.2007

Now Its My Turn To Hurt You.

such a bitter bitter post. from a temporarily bitter person.

i was vengeful. but im not gonna do things because i wanna hurt you. im not gonna exert another effort just for me to care about what you could feel. im not going to prove you wrong. in fact... i would let you see the person youve created. the person youve seen in me. its my turn to make it REAL.

im gonna be irresponsible. id party ANYTIME I WANT. id watch movies with ANYONE I LIKE. yung magsosolo kami. id kiss any person whod like to kiss me (as long as i like the person too ha.. hahahaha) ill not contact you or give you any messages. i wont think of you whenever im having fun. im not going to miss you. im not going to do anything if it involves your name.

because you know what... you just killed the person who loved you. hes not gonna come back. and by doing all the things mentioned above... (dont act as if you dont know you mentioned it to that guy because i have ALL the logs of your converstaion), youll realize the difference of the person you thought i am and the person who is ACTUALLY doing it.

so stop reading my blog. im not gonna stop writing about what had happened because you just said so. lets make this public because gusto mo ng ganito di ba? here it is. mwah. luv ya! <-- its a fake i luv u. i hope u got that.


17 comments:

  1. .. *applause* ..

    'ope i can also say those things to sum1..

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  2. wala na kasing pakapalan ng mukha e. ako na nga niloko ako pa maggive in. ulul.

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  3. im not going to miss you. im not going to do anything if it involves your name.

    amen to that.

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  4. parang gus2 ko tingnan at isa-isahin ung mga previous post mo kuya xave. ;)

    grabbzz... bitternesss.. parang aku dati. hmp

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  5. ei xave...tkot ako..
    haha!!smile xave..
    its her lost not u.weEe.tma b?haha!!
    feelin close n me..
    cge ciao.

    kai here :)

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  6. nabasa ko na lahat. nakakahawa.. na-sad din aku at mejo nainis. hugs kuya xave! "yesterday ended last night" so, u gotta wake up and start ur new day with an evil smile. hehe!

    God Bless u!

    gus2 ko na ulit gumig at makita ang cute nyong *smile* nila ate anna. see u around!

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  7. heey. thanks. oo nga sana makita ko kayo uli.

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  8. hey xave... >:D< i know this is such a cliche, but life goes on.. if you give in to her and be affected everytime she messages you, calls you, whatevers you... you're just gonna drown in a world that she has created for you...you have so much in life she cant offer... you have friends who love you and really, truly care for you. seeing you like this hurts us too...pucha to think i havent even met you pa in real life but i hate seeing you like this.. we love you xave.. we're here for you. dont let her control your life. she's not worth it.

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  9. but she is my life.

    i still dont know how to have mine back.

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  10. that ended when she cheated on you xave. just dont be the one asking her back. you've done enough. save some for yourself. we're here for you. life support :D *hugs*

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  11. *hugs* salamat jamie.

    alam mo yun, na feeling ko mas nakakatulong yung online usap kasi kung kausap ko kayo in person, wala kayong maiintindihan. kalalake kong tao yung iyak ko pang-baka. susme.

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  12. sbi Q na kuya xave eh, your strong! atapang a tao pa...:D

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  13. oyea xave but if we were together in person i could give you a real hug... :( hang in there, kaya mo yan :)

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