5.26.2006

3rd bluesky.

yeah twas really a busy night. fun but there are uh... some things that were unexpected.

i still cant sleep about it. im sad that im so paranoid when things go wrong. im so upset that i cant put with me being a perfectionist. i badly want to talk to just to clarify some things. i dunno. im really really freakinly crazy.

thank god for , , and can back me up. they know how much i try to do all of these stuff with all my might. im just so sad that some people gets so disappointed after all of my best were squeezed off me. and yes, its clear that it wasnt enough.

pics in my multiply soon. waiting for cecil to send me all the pics. luv ya guys. :)

but all in all... its kinda ok.

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